30.9.11

Bittersweet

Tonight was such a good night.
football game: we might have lost, but that doesn't mean I'm not proud to be a viking.
Del Taco: sick. I cannot tell you how much I hate Del Taco. I don't know why I would ever eat there. ever, Sooo gross.
Lyssa's house: we danced, and played football, and laid in her grass until the sprinklers turned on. then we talked and talked and talked and talked.Then we went home. But tonight was bittersweet. Because me and *a person* worked some things out. However it was a 30 second conversation,nWe said what I thought was never going to be said. now me and *this person* are on better terms. almost like the elephant in the room? For me at least .tonight was bittersweet because I still feel like me and *this person*have a lot more to talk about.
there's a lot more to be vocalized. normally I'm not afraid to confront something like this.
But for some reason I can't confront this situation. Probably because *this person* is not ready to start acting like a mature adult. but I hope things get less and less awkward for us soon.
Because I just want to be your friend.

Tonight was bittersweet.
and I have the best friends in the world.
Goodnight Moon,
be happy.
best put my Max Atwood: quit assuming and get to know someone.

song: No One's Gonna Love You - Band of Horses.

1 comments:

  1. Im mentioned it this. Today is a good day.

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